Will I lie to my son, like my father lied to me
or to myself eternally
and when the guilt is too much for me to carry
will i kneel before this, our family tree
and I swear I won't be
made a fool of again
I have a head that spins with questions
have some nerve to call that sin
and they say you can't be doubted
is that just because
you don't stand up to being questioned
sometimes I feel lonely on the most crowded of streets
knowing that the skies that were so full must now be empty
with no mystic fog to wrap itself around me
and everyone I see
And I swear I won't be
made a fool of again
I have a head that spins with questions
have some nerve to call that sin
and they say you can't be doubted
isn’t that just because
you don't stand up to being questioned
I am afraid that I might let my fear get the best of me.
hope the years rest gracefully around me
hope I get sober before somebody makes me
someday I want a daughter who loves me unconditionally
But I hope I tell her
never sacrifice your mind for what comes easy.
What comes easy?
Part 2 Drone/Blood
The air that you breathe is full of words that have no meaning
And the blood that fills your mouth it is not Christ it is not cleansing
From open veins of fallen foes that you are
Still consuming
(still consuming)
Only made up gods have chosen sons
Only bullshit laws let you fuck everyone standing in your way
And the truths you hold so dear, they are not love but fear and hatred
And the history that you deny will just be repeated
(be repeated)
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